aloha !

it’s a good way to start this blog, no?

sometimes, when i look at the other girls of my age, i’ve got the feeling that i’m not like the others.

the fact is that i’m 18 years old and i never had a boyfriend. never. i think this is because i don’t want one, like, i don’t have three legs or only one eye ( my apologies for the people who have three legs or only one eye, i’m sure you can have a boy-girl friend ) but i never wanted to be in a relationship with someone else other than damon salvatore.

i don’t want to say that there’s an age when you need to lose your virginity, i think that YOU know when it’s time, but i just want to talk about this once for all.

sometimes, the fact that i’m a virgin makes me feel bad or less adult that someone else but my mum is like ” hey! that’s totally normal! it’s your choice and you just have to wait the perfect time with the perfect boy!”

my mum told me that she loses her virginity just for doing the same thing as her friends and now, she regrets to not wait just one or two years for making it with the good, the men she’s in love with.

i never wanted to lose my virginity for ” be like the others”. maybe i’m a little bit romantic, but i want something really special, with good music and the person who make me feel beautiful.

SO to all the boys & girls ( yes, you can call me lara-jean) who are still virgin at 18, 23 or even 30, don’t make it for the others like your friends or your boy-girlfriend who want it now, because your first time is your choice and you will never forget that!

ps: if you are tom hardy and you read that, the real truth is that i’m waiting for you since i’m 12, please, call me 🙂